March 6th, 2019

The path of deepening authenticity is an interesting journey. To know thy self they say. Gurus and masters supposedly reached levels higher than our own that we look to, in order to relieve our suffering, whose responsibility is the  suffering of humanity? Level of attainment to enlightenment can teach nothing but to turn the compass of inquiry inside. The eternal inquiry of the self reminds us everything within is outside of us as well and every moment is a reflection.


I can not understand how my self has chosen to allow the suffering of an entire species yet in looking in the world if my self is here then I must have chosen this experience along with everyone else. What I know now after living this life for a short yet seemingly incredibly long 27 years is that in comparison to what I came here with this life is a blip in an infinitely spiralling timeline of evolutions. What I have found in my inquiries of my "Self" here on this earth is that I am not my "Self" I am not what or who i truly know I am. I Am a diluted distorted facsimile of my truth doing my best to survive in a reality which makes little to no sense to me.  As a person who feels more than the self in this body and more than the self in this plane with memories of universal travel and instant manifestation, I know in my heart and soul that nearly everything on this planet is currently presenting itself in an expression so far from real truth that my daily choice to live here is a struggle to lie to hold the projection of who I Am expecting myself to be. The parameters of this current dimension limit my capabilities which are so deeply encoded in my immortal being that even death to me is remembered as a transition simple and as continuous as walking out your door and going for a walk.


I contemplate daily my choices as a soul to be born into a reality of paradox sold a vision of truth by the voice of creation now only to be trapped on our confusion. The many minds which run through mine are constantly chattering of their pain. I may know you and I may not and I do know that your thoughts run deeper and much farther than you think and I know that the thoughts of a child in pain resound through the earth like a thunderstorm washing rain in such a downpour that it soaks us to the bones with the exact emotion the suffering one feels. Each of us is a child of the universe and there are nearly 8billion children of gaia in human form on this earth. There are an immeasurable of sentient beings on this earth. If you can see it it is sentient as if you see it is consciousness. The programmed reality we see is so sophisticated that we are missing yet another immeasurable number of sentient beings which live all around us at all times. This is on purpose. This is limiting us from our true power. To make the unbelievable possible again is where our freedoms lie. To believe in the beings and powers of universal flow we have forgotten and to throw away the paradigms of programmed realities convincing us to continue to feed the systems of slavery and illusions even on our work which seeks to break them.


Often I feel myself is in a rock and a hard place,  a trap so to speak. I know there is a doorway to the other side of life and I am here to open it. The beings I have recollected since I was a child a indescribable and they are real I may falter in my trust and I may falter in my faith because nothing I know to be true functions in this current dimension. Density is time evolution slowed down. We are being tricked and all of us are still blind. Until we can see the faeries, dragons, angels and wizards within us, until we can feel every feeling across the earth inside of our minds and hearts as if it is our own thought and we know our hands are joined through every realm, until we feel every drop of water and hear the community of people within them creating life in the earth, until we recognize mother earth as a person, until we recognize each other as the same person, until we promise to harm none especially ourselves, until we throw away the conditioning of mindless consumption feeding the system of funnels of wealth, until we think of community before ourselves, until we lift others up as equal, until we end corruption, until we see animals as people and trees as communities, when we see the realities we know in our hearts, our experiences of medicine our meditations our yoga, when we wake up and know that we can fly, know, believe and follow through I believe we are still blind. I am not speaking some metaphorical new age bullshit woo woo blabber. This is truth, this is ancient. This is older than the earth itself. This is Gaia, Unci Maka, Pachamama, Ima Adama, Mother Earth. You are her and every day we choose to cut into her body without asking, even as I type on this device made from mining and petroleum I am agreeing to continue harming the mother and myself. My only hope is that even though many days all I pray for is an escape back "home" to the lands of infinite creation and ever changing realities of true will power galaxies and spirits at our fingertips holding us in waves of love as we travel the multiverse rewriting the wrongs we've perpetuated in our different forms. I have been the destroyer I have been the abuser I have been the addict i have been the success i have been the teacher i have been the musician I have been hungry never starving I have been thirsty never deprived I have been grateful never satisfied I have hated living as a human and wanted to die yet not given up I have been a liar I have been the truth I have had integrity I have not I have been in anguish I have realised it is not so bad or it could be worse. Every day I feel guilty for being a "have" while my own ancestors bloodlines are the "have nots" every day I convince myself to keep going because there "must be a way to heal myself and really want to live, there must be a way to heal the earth and bring humanity back to truth, there must be  a way to enter the real world". Every day I have to convince myself that I am doing something worthwhile in this human prison and truthfully it has given me a countless number of gifts. I am learning that it is in the devotion to constantly removing the layers of deep seated/seeded ancestral pain, conditioning, trauma and through the admission of my own suffering and need for help my self expands. I am learning that as i begin to understand feelings which are not my own and really integrate the why i am connected to the visions of pain in my head my self expands and learns. The universe or whatever you call it is willing to give is gifts when overcome our challenges. Seems fucked up I know. This is how I believe it works: the perceptions if self limitations limit our reality and paint the daily picture of the most likely programmed pathway set by control forces, our thoughts and belief in our selves can only go so far until we break through the thought barriers which create our limitations some of these originate within us but many are energetic wave forms and overlays from all the electromagnetic distortions holding the illusion in place, the desire for control has set upon us an infinite number of mind traps which are actually in origin "external" to know the aura is very important in this case since thoughts can be picked up in the aura and some thoughts are being slingshot at us at light speed to oppress us all. When we break our own mental barriers we deflect and reverse these thought waves and turn them into truth and affirmations of healing. Everytime you heal yourself and clear your mind you creat a rainbow rain of thought waves which spread across the earth everytime we experience our pain express it and release it we transmute the storms of suffering and in turn eventually re-create reality itself. I am reminding myself to be patient. Sometimes I feel myself losing grip on wanting to be. When I know it is so easy to exist in a million other places at once, yet something calls me to stay. Often the convergence of universal information  flying into my brain keeps me up or wakes me up at 200 in the morning, maybe you have some information for us too. I have no idea if anything I say matters but the words just come out and i know they will reach someone.


If i had an answer i would give it to you freely. For now i have tools to get us closer. As much as I can I am here for you as much as I am am healing for you I know you are doing the same for me. Even though i may not always be there when you want me to be i am always thinking of you because I can't shut my mind off anyways. If I have met you you are on my mind. If I have worked with I feel your feeling and I hear you thinking in whispers and chatter dreams and journeys and in these whispers I know you are growing. If I have known you I am praying for you. If I do not know you I am praying for you you are my relative. May we all remember who we truly are.

Ashtanga Yoga Opening Prayer

First time I read this prayer, I cried & laughed all at once. I wasn't in a yoga class, but simply sitting by the altar at home and reading both the Sanskrit and english transliteration aloud made for a energetically moving experience… Namaste!

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OM
Vande Gurunam Caranaravinde
Sandarsita Svatma Sukhava Bodhe
Nih Sreyase Jangalikayamane
Samsara Halahala Mohasantyai
Abahu Purusakaram
Sankhacakrasi Dharinam
Sahasra Sirasam Svetam
Pranamami Patanjalim
OM

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OM
I bow to the lotus feet of the Gurus,
The awakening happiness of one’s own Self revealed,
Beyond better, acting like the jungle physician,
Pacifying delusion, the poison of Samsara.
Taking the form of a man to the shoulders,
Holding a conch, a discus, and a sword,
One thousand heads, white,
To Patanjali, I salute.
OM

Sanskrit will always have multiple translations in English. Above is one of the most common translations as seen around yoga studios and the Ashtanga Yoga School Institute.

Vande                           I worship
Gurunam                     the supreme Guru
Charanaravinde
         I bow to the lotus feet
Sandarshita                at vision revealing
Svatma                         true Self
Sukava                         happiness
Bodhe                          knowledge
Nih Sreyase                beyond better (without comparison)
Jangalikayamane       jungle doctor
Samsara                      conditioned existence
Halahala                      poison
Mohashantyai            peaceful resolution
Abahu                          all bodily limbs
Purushakaram
           having the form of a man
Shankhacakrsi           conch shell, wheel of light
Dharinam                   sword of discrimination
Sahasra                       1000
Sirasam                       headed
Svetam                        brilliantly white
Pranamami                I bow down
Patanjalim
                  to Patanjali

Creating Fire from Within

WAHE GURU!

Aho! and happy risings! :)

I’m writing this on day three after last night’s “midnight yoga”. As I mentioned we have no heat and as the day was spent busy with work and kids and all the things, the evening was to be some time for nabhi kriya. However, we spent the evening working with our new friend Alex.

Alex was here working on the furnace until after 10pm trying to help us warm the house, but finally he too had to go home. The truth is it would have been so easy to NOT practise last night and start again today. I was exhausted. Eli was falling asleep on his feet… but, as yoga magic would have it. Liam and Sequoia were at their after grad event and we were waiting up until at least 1:30am anyway… #noexcuses

Around midnight we finally found our way onto our mats. With a playlist offering songs each from 5-7minutes, we decided to go with a devoted, gentle, midnight nabhi kriya.

It was really the fatigue we were both fighting as we tuned in and began the leg lifts. It wasn’t long before sleep came in and our for Eli. I too faded in and out throughout the practise, but I was so proud of him as he continued to lift his legs and simultaneously fell in and out of sleep with the movement. everything in him worked to keep going and between rests (naps) he would find the way to join me for some of the kriya.

I did my best with a steady concentration on the flow of the kriyas but I will completely honest and say my dharana was not what it could have been….the thought of Coconut Bliss after finishing is what kept me going! lol

What brings you to the mat?

What brings you to the mat?

However before there was to be any “Coconut Samadhi”, we finally fell into rest in the final moments of our very long and blessed day. Warmed from building a fired within, side by side, under a pile of blankets, music still playing, our Savasana led to a long nap in our bubble while two star children safely found their way home and we all went to bed.

It wasn’t the “perfect” practise and it wouldn’t count to do this every day but there’s something magical about showing up to your mat even when you have nothing left to give…even if you’ve only come there to die this time. So we die. We let go. We humble ourselves before ourselves and we release the control. And then, we rise again…

OM SHANTI, OM SHANTI, OM SHANTI, OM

NAMASTE!

- christina, eli & nikki

Day three starts after nourishment!

Thank you Mother Earth for providing us with the nourishment, food, water, air & a place to call home. Aho! Namaste! Sat Nam

Tuning into Nabhi Kriya

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Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo.
Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo.
Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo.

Nabhi Kriya is a Kundalini yoga practise that is often taken on as 40 Day Challenge. The reasons one takes on the challenge are different for each of us, but on some level we are all attracted to the promise complete body & life transformation… a right of passage of sorts, or “requirement” some say in order to call yourself a Kundalini Yoga Teacher, but the results this practise offers to the dedicated yogi, is equally available to anyone.

Nabhi” refers to the navel and solar plexus area. “Kriya” is a world in Sanskrit that means “action, deed, effort OR completed action”. A kriya in kundalini yoga is a set of movements specifically designed to be practised in a sequence with repetition in order to produce specific, desired outcomes. Most Kriyas involve breathing and body movement exercises with varying degrees of intensity & duration.

Another meaning of Kriya is an outward physical manifestation of awakened kundalini, such as a spontaneous body movement related to Kundalini energy flow.

It is said that 40 Days of Nabhi Kriya prepares the student to become the teacher, regardless of what you aim to teach or master in life, this practise offers a way to clear any blockages from within, releasing and clearing the old, creating space and building incredible strength to be empowered with the new light. The transformational nature of Kundalini yoga in general is known, but the butterfly effect of a 40 day kriya challenge is hard to predict for what that yoga magic will be for each individual will be entirely unique to them.

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This will be my first time doing a full 40 day Nabhi Kriya. I have done many other yoga challenges before, from 30-90days, but after attempting to start Nabhi Kriya on my own last week, I realized quickly, this was no ordinary challenge. It is not something one rushes into or takes on as a daily quick run. Nabhi Kriya is long and gets longer as you work through the 40 Days. Each movement is done for a specific number of minutes, 10 - 15minutes. Some teachers suggest you start with 3-5minutes and build up your practise; others would encourage that it is important  to practise for the full time with breaks as much as needed for the “full body” after effect of the practise. Perhaps the length of time is there for a reason and the process of shedding layers and clearing stuck energies goes beyond the physical practise. Stopping and starting the movement as needed for a longer period of time might be harder for some us rather than to power through 3 or 5 minutes as hard as possible.

Many yogi’s talk about the anger that often arise during practise - especially as the body goes through periods of fatigue (which can also be managed by ensuring proper length of savasana to incorporate the work into the bodies and auric field). Rising of emotions is not only possible but promised for most of us. Building power in our core, the Solar Plexus sacred vortex of our emotions, seat of our confidence, our power, some would say, OUR SOUL . Tears will stream and laughter will overtake you… and well, so much more I have yet to discover…

However, the day after my first practise, I could barely walk.. Granted it’s winter and I haven’t been practising every day and need to build some strength back up but I’ve recently been to kundalini yoga classes that were very hard and not only had an amazing class but felt incredible the next day!  So, I was a little in shock and decided I would wait a few days before starting again. Maybe I am more out of shape than I thought?..lol

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I read more on other people’s experiences and talked to Nikki who has done it before and was both humbled and relieved to discover, I was not alone with my first attempt.. Luckily the FULL MOON was around the corner!  Time to enter a new cycle of release & empowerment.. what a perfectly aligned day to begin Nabhi Kriya. Retreats and trainings are around the corner and now is the time to build strength and power for the year ahead, shed layers of the winter and lifetimes… to take action on the seeds planted with LUNAR New Year not that long ago…  Energetically the timing was working itself out alongside the lessons I was still to get from my first attempt..

One of the most interesting and shared magic yoga “happenings” with Nabhi Kriya is synchronicity in one’s life. Setting my intention to start, despite a setback, allowed for grace to find its way and, with movement of Earth energies, the Moon and friendship, it was time to start again. What did I need to learn from my practise? What would my intentions for this challenge be upon starting again? … Synchronistically, Eli and Nikki also felt callings to Nabhi Kriya… and by the light of the Full Moon we decided to do it together!

On the Full Moon, we all took our first step on the Nabhi Kriya path!

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Eli and I started our Nabhi Kriya in our creation bubble. Side by side. Great music. Good attitude. Ready to go.. after our first set of leg lifts, and just starting our second set of double leg lifts, Eli says, “we didn't tune in”. Both of us stopped on our backs to tune in.  “Did you tune in last time?” he asked.  No… I didn’t. What started out as another excruciating practise quickly became stronger. I was immediately guided to focus on  Sat Nam in all my movements and breath. Focus came in, as did power.  So much so that before moving on to Savasana, Eli took both of us through a an amazing flow to open up our hips. it was super fun to conclude with some movement before Savasana.

Immediately after our practise I felt clear, light and bright! My body filled with Prana felt alive and aware of all sensations.  Today I have little to no pain. I feel like I exercised my body but movement is easy and light.  Kundalini Kriya yoga is a path that includes, among other things:

  • the action of yoga practise,

  • the niyamas or “observances” of what one is experiencing AND

  • the ascetic practises of chanting, sacred hymns, syllables & songs of devotion to the Golden Chain of Teachers, Devis & Devas, God & Source. 

If you are looking for total life transformation, the tools are in the box. How we use them is a completely different matter.

Niikki share her first day ( on her second Nabhi Kriya Yoga Challenge) in a text:

“Happy rising soul famlly! So last night was a big clearing for me.. lots of tears and laying around, every time I cried with pain in my heart I jus kept saying out loud I would say, “yes, I accept this Pain and Yes I dive deeper and yes I release, I release I release this” and decided to do a crown chakra meditation. So woke up and did the Nabhi Kriya, within the first few minutes tears came to my eyes and pushed through the leg lifts. Now by the time I am at work, I feel so refreshed and rejuvenated, with this work and the full moon cycle I can really feel the power of this Kriya. I am so delighted to be alive during this time in life. We are truly lucky to be given this opportunity to be given the chance to be light workers at this point in time.. love you!”

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Eli says, “I feels fine” .. lol.

Day Two starts now… I am excited and also feeling like I can work harder today.. We have not heat in the house because our furnace is broken (brrrr) so I it’s a very good thing we are yogis with such an amazing heat-building practise!

We will share as regularly as possible about this 40 day journey and would love to hear from you too!

Have you done the Nabhi Kriya challenge?
What was your experience? SHARE!

Stay tuned and if any of you want to take on the challenge yourselves, I have attached the Nabhi Kriya directions below this blog. Join us and share your experience with us. It’s going to be a magical 40 Days!

May Ganesh be with us on this journey!

OM Gam Ganapataye Namaha!! Jai Ganesh. Har Har Hari!

 Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo, Aho! Sat nam. Namaste! Wahe Guru!

peace + love,
- christina, eli & nikki


February 14th, 2019

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One day we will all remember who we are and the gateways of divinity will open to show us the great ceremony of life once again. We will drum and we will dance and the earth will shake and change. We will fly and we will sing and everything will expand into a great revealing of truths from all levels of consciousness. I invite the divine consciousness of the all that is to remind us all of divine love which flow between and within everything. One day we will all remember the truth within us all and I believe in you that you already do. Thank you for being patient with the return of the truth. Thank you for being patient to be here on this earth as we pray for the reawakening of the divine goddess spirit of mother Gaia her awakening is the return of sacred spaces in all the places of this earth. The divine ceremony of life will dance us through the destruction and mother Gaia will weave waves of light and breathe the wind through our souls to purify and cleanse the consciousness mutilated by fear. This great cleansing will force out all sickness lovingly and prepare us to lie down in the living embrace of a patch of nature regrowing over the cold concrete skeleton of a dying society. The mother is calling you to awaken and the waves of conscious co creation lifeforce of the kundalini golden palace of divine union flows through every circle of consciousness in the infinite spiral of all time. Words upon words could not explain the pictures in my mind but to listen inside and these very same picture you will find.

- Tahawa Eli iTruth

January 17, 2019

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In a flash and a crack everything can change and all of reality can become a wave 

In truth I have been burning in the fires of my perceived self as my prayers are answered to burn away what was who I Am. Who I am now is the same as I am always and even though parts of me have been broken and wounded I am all of them and I am one with them too. 

I am not broken but I have disrespected my soul and this has made fragments of my being. These pieces left behind are like starving children crying for the mother they lost. We are all here right now in this fragmented state as one with all reality without even realizing what separation really means. 

If we are separate from one another we are are isolated from our connection to our true selves. As I burn away the perceptions I built from my own illusions and reintegrate all the starving parts of my being left behind I recollect that I am everything I have ever been and everything I ever will be uniting into one convergence of universal energy in each moment I breathe. So I breathe more deeply in reflection of this notion as I weave an ocean of consciousness with my words. 

If you have reached out to me know that I hear you and I am with you. In any way I know we are together in this change and the burning proceeds. I feel my beingness moving through tunnels of fear and darkness as I attempt to run away from the heaven I am creating with 
"The work" while the well of information overwhelms my systems daily I scrape my claws into pits of despair to find some kind of comfort in hiding from the world I have convinced myself i do not belong within. What is this world anyways that we perceive in front of our eyes waging war on the eternal spirit and seeking the destruction of all that is powerful and sacred in this realm of mother Gaia. How can we hide from her tears any longer when it rains upon our heads with daily blessings of life and we take her grief and turn it into money? The rain can bring joy too when we dance and sing for her glory in gratitude for giving to us the very substance which gives us breath. Yet we continue to steal her essence from deep within and ask ourselves why we feel stolen from in society.

I hear myself consumed in thoughts of escaping this reality and observe and express the truths that I can not see how life can continue as it is and I can not see how I can commit to living a life in this world as it is. Sometimes i ask to leave my body and yet my mission remains. Many deadlines missed by us all leave me stranded for finding hope and inspiration again. Personal deadlines yes but the greater lifelines handed to us from the infinite cosmos pouring galaxies upon the Earth calling us to awaken have been polluted with fear blanketed and commodified. When medicine became a commodity so do our souls. 

I have been scrambling to make sense of the babbles in my brain as babbling brookes of consciousness whisper thought forms beyond my current understanding and often without my desired result flow through and I process clear and burn the thoughts which no longer serve in observation of the continuous flow of a mind listening to channels of the universe divine and all. What isn't?

If I claim anything I know it is that I am still her because I am waiting for you speak up! If there is any truth I know it is that your lost words flow through my being and they are screaming for you to say them. Just as much as mine are hidden deep inside I know that yours are too. How much inspiration do we let die because of fear? Every breath must be breathed in and breathed out and inspiration works like this. If we hold breath in too long the breath dissolves and dies away. Waiting for exhale and release to be replenished. Imagine all inspiration and creation, creative ideas flowing are just like breath only the inspiration is the inhale and the exhale is the creation in fullness and follow through in flow, appearing as envisioned with even more blessings than imagined. However if the exhale does not move forward into creation the inspiration dies and becomes waste waiting to be released. 

I have done this too many times, not finished a project, unfinished messages, so many floating ideas unmanifested holding weight over my being and telling me I am a failure and I am not worth it all the while they were my own expectations in the first place. I think too highly of myself perhaps. Ego is a funny friend sometimes but a great mirror and lesson teacher. It is important to feel the truth within the reflection of feelings expressed through allowance. I have learned the deeper I feel and the more honest I am with my authentic self and with all of reality around me the more the fires of transformation burn the old away and the waters of truth wash it all into regeneration. 

The great spirit has been guiding me on this path since I can remember and the truth is I have been exhausted since I can remember. The sickness of society ripe with daily murder, fear, oppression of millions of beings on this earth. Inequality rampant, ancestral pain flying left right and centre. Wayward spirits vying for attention calling my dreams or catching my "eye"from a window or over a shoulder. 

There is a story to this magical journey and the story will be told in pieces. I have no real understanding of what my journey holds next but I know it involves this group of people. Perhaps these words will be shared with more but the connections to the magic and miracles bouncing around the world through all of you are tangible and are blessed. All levels of suffering which flow through me are welcome and are burning, and washing. I am learning to feel the pain of the earth and her children while allowing myself to grieve my own illusions. I am learning to rewrite my mind and recollect my energies from around the universe into being to expand the consciousness that I am. I am allowing truth to flow through all that I am in the expansion of the waves of consciousness uplifting us all. 

I am ready for the next steps of my journey and I know this means many out there in the world are ready. I know I have been waiting for this for a long time and we are about to rise together as one for the infinite expansion of us all. It may take some changes upon the planet. The animals will be seen and hear. The earth will flow again. The trees will speak. The fires will burn and the water will flow as seeds of light are planted again. The air will breathe and prana expands and the mind blows open to oneness again. What if everything you have ever thought possible suddenly became possible? What if everything we think to be real and possible here in this current reality was limited from what is truly possible? What if belief and collective will are the keys to unlock infinite possibilities? I believe I can fly! Do you? I believe you can fly! Do you? 

As the fires burns the old away I allow myself to breathe in the light of a new day a new era of Self. I am ready to show mySelf to mySelf which means I am ready to share more with all of you. There is magick in the world. Magick is definitely real. Magic is in front of your right now. Music is magick. Musical magical pretty close words right. You have amazing things happening around you all day long and that is true magic. There is power in this group and there is magick in this post. Your eyes will transform the world into love and light by seeing the truth of the hidden shadows in the crevices of the wounds and cracks upon the world. Everytime our mother hurts we hurt everytime we hurt our mother hurts. Everytime we cause pain and suffering upon each other one another animals trees rocks alike people friends family lovers brothers sisters countries fathers mothers races species plants and waters we all feel the pain. For this pain and my part in its perpetuation I apologize for my ignorance and I apologize for my irreverence of your suffering. It is the Selfish I which gets lost in suffering. It is the i and i which leads to conclusion and resolution. When we truly see each other is when we truly see our mother. How can you look upon a suffering child or a suffering animal or a suffering ethnic group and turn away without even as little as a mention? How could I? For the times I have turned away and perpetuated injustice I apologize I will remember to always speak my mind. Who are we really is still the question which leads me through the deepest rabbit holes to the lightest of places!

Magic really does exist and many gifts are within us all sometimes my "gifts" feel like "curses" sometimes I feel too much and can not sleep for weeks as the onslaught of information of the universe and suffering worlds flies through my mind at a million miles per minute with pictures and movies alike to show me the truth of what I am praying for to remind me "the work" is needed. Right into tunnels of light and sacred geometry flying and playing with angel abounding from corners of the universe unknown to the naked or closed eyes and open only to those ready to let love in. To jumping through gateways portals and brains thoughtwaves patterns dreams and scenes of memories and universes and world beyond this one pulling me so close to back home. Where is home really? They say it is where the heart is and when I go into my heart and out the other side I see planets of lightwaves like spinning atoms of electricity activating sound waves vibrations gravity and velocity as souls woven from lightbeams sparkles and sounds from the cloth of the source quilt in a little light ball so round so perfect so shiny so bright so magical divine and infinite light yet surrounded by loneliness and a question beyond. Who am I really who is this "GOD" ? Lol

- Tahawa Eli iTruth

December 18th, 2018

Magic really is everywhere when we simply open our eyes to the brightened starchild within us all underneath sallow faces and solemn stares of empty eyes lies a light hidden in the dark universe of illusionary worlds

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A simple gaze can hold connection long enough to light the spark and find infinite ways to reach the inner child starving for reality

We lose ourselves beneath the imagery and tomfoolery of presentation through imbibing of fakery the deeper self may crack open as we seek to break our spirits something unbreakable never gives up 

In a whisper deep inside everything shines within the cocoon of a reality not so real to peel of the layers of the vision of illusion is really the task the authentic self is the leader to truth in discomfort we can find layers of truth but in silence we only block them 

I choose to see the magic of the brightened star child within us all beneath the solemn gaze of wandering spirits seeking to break the unbreakable truth. We are all one.